Tuesday, May 26, 2009

No more selfish women for me

Okay, so we've been dating since May 0f 2006. You told me different I was from all the other guys you were with. You told me about the guys who were jerks, and the ones who were unfaithful, and I proved to be neither. You told me I was the "greatest guy in the world" (I was hesistant to even type that), and that "any woman would be lucky to have me love them". Yes, it's true I offer a special kind of love, and gave that love to you. Now even though we're separated, we still talk daily, and have a certain loyalty to each other.

Weeks before my birthday weekend, and you promised to do so much for me.
You said you'd cook, and I said don't worry about it. I asked you if you would give me a massage; because the last time I asked you nonchalantly dismissed my question. But then on the weekend of my birthday, you completely blew me off...On Friday you were supposed to come to Chia's graduation with me. And you know Chia is a close friend to both you and I...But you cancelled at the last minute because your best friend's dog got hit by a car.... WTH?!?!! But what's worse is when you cancelled you went out to lunch with another friend of yours.

I've always loved you, but in the back of my mind, I've always known you would betray me somehow. I've noticed a selfish side of you, which is cute, but annoying sometimes. On Saturday you went to a graduation and then a graduation dinner afterwards...and after not answering any of my phone calls the whole night, you called me at 12:45 am to ask if I'd drive to your apartment to hang out with you, when you can barely stay up past midnight! That night at your apartment, your roomates threw a party, and you met a guy there, interesting....

On Sunday, I was expecting a call from you so we could be together.. nothing, instead the guy you met at the party calls you and asked you if you were doing anything... you said no, and then went to the movies with him...

I'm done with you...but hey at least you were honest...